The Grave of a Ground (Port Vale 2 Crawley Town 2, Saturday 6th August 2011)

30 01 2013

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There is sense in cemeteries and symmetry
in gravestones. The cross is a puzzle of stations
but when I link the points I find flags,
badges, shields, coffins.

The workshop could be replanted with offcuts,
try oak Mr Williams grins. Stable for the table.
He traces calloused fingertips on a spiderweb grain.
Black ash is cheap and cheerless.

He shows me how to saw odd angles so they sleep
as snug as dovetails, then preaches to the class
of my dedication: lathing late, sanding all spring.
Diligence makes the best bookcase.

He never asks to see my plans, discerns cab’net
when I mumble casket. He signs a yellow slip
so I can work through lunch drawing and etch
three chalky white letters on the lid.
Dad is in the Head’s office all afternoon,
loudly warning my mother I’m macabre. He nods,
she sobs and my name is shadowed out from
the school show brochures in thick marker.
Sir wouldn’t look at me the Saturday,
my brother and me screwed on brass handles
and trudged it home. It was David’s idea to take it
to the stadium, prop it against the Railway Stand
to take turns stealing glances at the game
but men touched the casket like mourners
as we passed, offering to shoulder the weight.
‘A coffin’s not as heavy as a death,’ said a voice

outside the Bull’s Head and he lay a folded scarf
inside the lid. Pin badges and pennants and papers
thrown in as the landlord sang sermons. I rang
the pub bell’s lonely chime as the procession filed away.

People eddied in the swell outside the ground
rolling against the metal gates in grumbling waves
until sirens stanched the flow. Helicopters hummed
all evening and the heat dripped out the day.

While the weatherman’s arm covered the Potteries
from overnight storms, Mum warned me not to sleep
through my alarm. Her voice smoothed silences
dug up by news footage of a match day melee.

I found photos of the coffin and the crowds
in all but one of the Sundays and read reports
of riots until the print was fat with rain.
I posted the puddles with each paper.

They hadn’t even mentioned my name.
There was nothing noted of how I’d mixed ink
with filler to cover the screw holes,
contoured the edges so it’d be lighter.

Outside the club is an ashen mound. A handful
of black sawdust, weightless and portentous.
A coffin is not as heavy as a death.

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10 responses

30 01 2013
beeseeker

“A coffin is not as heavy as death” … like the repeat.
can I ask the inspiration for this one ?

31 01 2013
glynfedwards

Thanks. On the opening day to the last season a BBC reporter said ‘the supporters brought a coffin to the ground today’ as though it was a throwaway comment. I thought it had made a fairly profound statement about the football league. They set fire to it in the car park I believe. So I started there and worked backwards, but it made no sense. So I shaped it like a crucifix, but then WordPress changed all the formatting….thus!

31 01 2013
beeseeker

Sorry to be harsh, but Port Vale are not one of my all-time favourite teams – and I seem to remember the coffin was something of a protest about the death of the club/lack of investment – to turn it into the classic you produced is little short of amazing!

1 02 2013
glynfedwards

I’m pretty impartial also, probably the only way to stay objective. High praise though so thanks a lot

3 03 2013
The World Is My Cuttlefish

The poem and the story behind it are two separate entities. I like that.

10 03 2013
glynfedwards

just realised i didn’t thank you for the praise! much obliged. Glyn

1 02 2013
Lara Klein

Your title tells it all–good story.

1 02 2013
glynfedwards

Thank you

15 02 2013
john todaro

Glyn–BIG like for this poem, which I’m sending to friends. Wonderful. For me it carries some of the buoyancy of Frost’s finest work.

16 02 2013
glynfedwards

Cheers John, that made me grin. I started trying to write the poem in reverse chronology but it didn’t read well. I laid it out in a cross and tried to develop an image of the four stations, that didn’t work either. So i appreciate hearing that you liked it as it is. Thanks for sharing it also- high praise.

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